Rooted deep in my heart.

pics. underconstruction.

Impossible.

i'm sucking on the seaweed infront of the laptop desk and enjoying its taste.
*lol lame*

well yesterday was really a wrecked noght.
i'm not gonna type it here and say much as yesterday's feelings were hurtful.and well if there's people to enjoy the contents of this blog and than make it an interesting story.

today i went grocery shoppinh with mama and baby was still slipping.
he's at Jo's hse now.
"FUCK LAHHH!!! I MISS HIM CAN!"
*punch my own sweet damn face.*
wakakakakaka...

tomorro i got interview at modelling at meeting baby and spending time with him. I MISS YOU!

*day dream*

Early morning

yawns..i'm still so sleepy and i'm hungry!
cravings for kfc's chicken that is! oh..and pancakes.. [if only someone bought me pancakes]
*droolssss...

and guess what! my mind was on electric violins the whole morning. I want!


Up from bed just to check the nesessary accounts. Sis was using till late night gosh! roarrrr...!
It's still like 10:35am now and baby is in school.
Going to meet him later, pick him up from school since i'm having my june hols.
*i miss you dearly man!*
hmmmm..we'll be meeting at 4 plus and going to EAT EAT EAT!
im hungry, sorry.

well i have to meet him today or tomorro and better yet; BOTH DAYS!
4th-6th june i will be having Dance Camp held in school.
Gosh! i'm gonna miss baby so much..*smooch*.

and now, myspace pics are under maintanance! *stomp*

oh ok..will just have to wait. let's go friendster ahead than.
im off.

Apology

Yesterday night's feeling were all jumbled up.

Secret message to a dear friend:
I'm so sorry dear friend. So so trully sorry. I can accept those feelings but i'm trully sorry from the bottom of my heart that i cannot return the same feelings for you. I love you alot too cause you have really helped me in many ways but as friends. I'm sorry. I really appreciated you keeping it a secret from me for such a long time and i know it really hurts but all i can say that i really am sorry but you know that i'll always be here for you listen to those lame jokes and sad stories and i will always have your back. Friends Forever!

Ily

wake up in the morn; 8:30am.

meeting baby at tampines for breakfast and to send him to school.
Met baby at 11am.

Was wierd at first after what happen the previous day but in my heart;
"GOSH BITCH! I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH! HUG ME WILL YOU!!! "
*evil laughs*

Went to ljs for breakfast cum lunch. Was talking bout my outing the previous night and baby was really jealous. *hugs* I told baby not to worry cause he's the only one in my heart and was trully sorry i reacted that harsh.
Den we walked pass the candy shop and baby brought me in.
omg! i want that candy man. super cute and nice la. *giggles*
Den,
"You hold this awhile syg."(pass me his plastic bag.)
Baby took the candy from the shelf and went to the cashier to pay up.
feeling:shocked, shy, happy
So sweet of you hunny to jus buy it randomly.



End up baby didnt go to school, settle stuffs.
After the long story talk, baby took me in his arms and i kissed him.
We just missed each other very much.

Baby sent me hm and *you rock, my "socks; NOT!"*

I love you, Suhelmy Bin Zuraini!

In the arms of another.

Was supposed to meet hunny but than, he cancelled in last min. Baby was busy with work and left me hanging.
Feeling: Angry
I mean i understand you;re busy but you should have just told me what i can do instead of asking me how and telling me sorry and YET, didnt even try to call or msg me. Hanging.

End up went out with Biman and met his friends later on. Hanged out with them.
Sweet of Bimo to cheer me up.Thanks my dear friend for the friendly hugs and comforting
and giving me advice and telling me you will tc of me.Thanks. =)

During the night i was really missing baby yet checking my hp every min. Bimo told me not to worry.*hugs* Was total vexed and frustrated and i cant baby but then, the conversation did not turn out the way i expected and i hanged up and broke down. Yet again, bimo took me in his arms and hugged me tightly and wiped my tears.He told me to calm down telling me positive remarks on baby. Thanks bimo. He cheered me up and made me laugh. But some were fake smiles and laughers. I was missing baby badly but i was so disappointed. Baby promised me a romantic night tonight. Only me and him. But i guess it went to the hands of another.

At last i called baby and settled things out. Baby was really sorry but no matter what, ill always forgive you hunny. You're my everything. Ily.

ps: Bimo and me are jus bestfriends, he claimed.
And i love Suhelmy super core!
yet again, thanks bimo,
n sorry baby for misunderstandings. IIY.

Another

currently jus finish reading: Da Vinci Code

Bookworm

There is now no excuse for anyone to remain ignorant of the highest forms of human knowledge, art, and science.
Learning is cheap. Books are cheap. Public libraries are huge storehouses of neglected riches. All who know books know that they offer joys and riches unsurpassed. In hours of loneliness, they provide a multitude of friends, boon companions.

Hence only the reader of books realizes the vast and ancient brotherhood of man,
the oneness of the human family, the repetition of the same errors and crimes, good deeds and noble thoughts.

So, what sorts of books is the best to read? The answer is every sort.

But there is no need to neglect novels for histories. Just as there is a certain amount of fiction in the fact books, so there is a vast amount of truth in good fiction.

Above all, do not become a literary snob. Do not let the highbrows push you into thinking that to be solemn is more artistic than to be gay.

Currently just finish reading: Cracking Da Vinci’s CODE
Helping you separate;
FACT from FICTION.

now: 11:01am