Hey girlfriend!

Went out with Aisyah today and baby's at chalet. haha. i miss my bestie! long time nvr see you dude. Ai shiteru! We went ard town as usual, laughing our ass off! and disturbing lame dudes! wakakakaa... ^5! they suck. evening went city hall and bought chippys. in the end went espl, hang out with bimo and friends. that boy is crazy. haha. oh wells. day went past by fast cause it was great great fun! most of the time went past by with our; camwhoring.

here's them!

Come Back

ok..i'm back monkeys..
from my 2nights3days dance camp.haha..super tiring la..
but lucky..baby picked me up from camp.
i was missing him so ducking badly la.

Day1: we had bonding with all the dancers.
let me tell you, i was fuckg bored! had Latin Ballroom in the noon..wasn't that bad though.
was having blisters all over la..had movie night at 8:30pm. hahaha..

Day2:usual..but today learned Jazz.more to technical.. hahaha..was fun.
but during the night we had farewell night for sec4s and CLUBBING!!!
i was super pumping high and horny la and was missing baby and so i called him. hahaha..
den bla bla..lightsout.
Day3:slack..

and its over.. not bad. made lots of friends.. and baby wad waiting for me..weehhheeee.. i miss you bodohhh!!!!

Sunset Melody.

Yesterday went out with My Sweet Baby.
went town to eat at far east 6th floor; fried kuey tiaw.
then head for taka and i was craving for Sushi as first but when reached i was like, "baby should i buy?" hahaha.. i was indecisive. baby just look away and with the 'dunno wad to say face'.!
hurr!
hahaha..
and i brought baby to the supermarket there and he was going fucking crazy, craving for DARK CHOCO yet AGIAN! hahahaha... and the brownes was making him blind. hahaha..
at last bought one small packet dark choco. he ask me to taste and my face was so cramp baby was laughing is ass off! *LOL* yuck laa..

and at last after i poo'ed, i decided to go down back to get the sushi. hahaha..
den we head for city hall.

there, we head for espl and went to the roof top.
And monkey..let me tell you this,
Baby is the most fucking ever most tummy aching laugh joker i've ever met!
We were telling lame jokes and this boy made me laugh the whole day and night.
Evening came and he decided to move move to the rear roof top where no one else is.
To watch the sunset.
Baby sand for me Our Song; My Guardian Angel.
Thanks hunny..so sweet la... even though he claims that his voice sucks but to me, its the most sweetest voice to my ear.
Than i sang for baby back and i cried as it came from the bottom of my heart.
It's for you.
heh..

And night came and met some friends so say hi.
ok wadever..let's continue.
We decided to take a walk away from the crowd where its jus us two and we sat down and shared the beautiful and romantic moment.
Enough said.
I love Helmy from the bottom of my heart. ♥

Rooted deep in my heart.

pics. underconstruction.

Impossible.

i'm sucking on the seaweed infront of the laptop desk and enjoying its taste.
*lol lame*

well yesterday was really a wrecked noght.
i'm not gonna type it here and say much as yesterday's feelings were hurtful.and well if there's people to enjoy the contents of this blog and than make it an interesting story.

today i went grocery shoppinh with mama and baby was still slipping.
he's at Jo's hse now.
"FUCK LAHHH!!! I MISS HIM CAN!"
*punch my own sweet damn face.*
wakakakakaka...

tomorro i got interview at modelling at meeting baby and spending time with him. I MISS YOU!

*day dream*

Early morning

yawns..i'm still so sleepy and i'm hungry!
cravings for kfc's chicken that is! oh..and pancakes.. [if only someone bought me pancakes]
*droolssss...

and guess what! my mind was on electric violins the whole morning. I want!


Up from bed just to check the nesessary accounts. Sis was using till late night gosh! roarrrr...!
It's still like 10:35am now and baby is in school.
Going to meet him later, pick him up from school since i'm having my june hols.
*i miss you dearly man!*
hmmmm..we'll be meeting at 4 plus and going to EAT EAT EAT!
im hungry, sorry.

well i have to meet him today or tomorro and better yet; BOTH DAYS!
4th-6th june i will be having Dance Camp held in school.
Gosh! i'm gonna miss baby so much..*smooch*.

and now, myspace pics are under maintanance! *stomp*

oh ok..will just have to wait. let's go friendster ahead than.
im off.

Apology

Yesterday night's feeling were all jumbled up.

Secret message to a dear friend:
I'm so sorry dear friend. So so trully sorry. I can accept those feelings but i'm trully sorry from the bottom of my heart that i cannot return the same feelings for you. I love you alot too cause you have really helped me in many ways but as friends. I'm sorry. I really appreciated you keeping it a secret from me for such a long time and i know it really hurts but all i can say that i really am sorry but you know that i'll always be here for you listen to those lame jokes and sad stories and i will always have your back. Friends Forever!

Ily

wake up in the morn; 8:30am.

meeting baby at tampines for breakfast and to send him to school.
Met baby at 11am.

Was wierd at first after what happen the previous day but in my heart;
"GOSH BITCH! I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH! HUG ME WILL YOU!!! "
*evil laughs*

Went to ljs for breakfast cum lunch. Was talking bout my outing the previous night and baby was really jealous. *hugs* I told baby not to worry cause he's the only one in my heart and was trully sorry i reacted that harsh.
Den we walked pass the candy shop and baby brought me in.
omg! i want that candy man. super cute and nice la. *giggles*
Den,
"You hold this awhile syg."(pass me his plastic bag.)
Baby took the candy from the shelf and went to the cashier to pay up.
feeling:shocked, shy, happy
So sweet of you hunny to jus buy it randomly.



End up baby didnt go to school, settle stuffs.
After the long story talk, baby took me in his arms and i kissed him.
We just missed each other very much.

Baby sent me hm and *you rock, my "socks; NOT!"*

I love you, Suhelmy Bin Zuraini!